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greatlightother[Friend/Acquaintance Filter- this is SUPER generous. If you’ve EVER had a decent conversation with her, consider yourself on it.]
Once upon a time… [She laughs a bit here.] Now that just sounds silly, doesn’t it? I always wanted to live in a fairy tale, but…well, the last one I went to wasn’t exactly what I thought it would be. But I always did that at one point in my life. Think of things as better than they really are, I mean.
This place has changed me. Not…for the better, either. I don’t think that way anymore. And…that’s no me.
So I’m leaving. And I really wish I could stay, but I let this place break me. Something I saw coming a long time ago, honestly. I’ll miss you all, but I need to face my life again. Or at least attempt it.
[Infirmary Filter]
It's been a pleasure working with all of you. I know that we have seen our ups and down and that you will continue to see those ups and downs, even after I'm gone. The infirmary has been a source of pride for me and a way for me to go and escape. Just don't forget why we're all really here- to help people. That's it. That's all we have to do.
I'm sorry to leave you right before something happens- but that's just it...something always happens. There will never be a good time. But you're all capable doctors and healers of some kind. You can face whatever happens.
[Private to Four]
Can I ask for one last ride, Doctor?
[Private to O’Brien]
Last chance, comrade. I’m not going to play anymore.
Once upon a time… [She laughs a bit here.] Now that just sounds silly, doesn’t it? I always wanted to live in a fairy tale, but…well, the last one I went to wasn’t exactly what I thought it would be. But I always did that at one point in my life. Think of things as better than they really are, I mean.
This place has changed me. Not…for the better, either. I don’t think that way anymore. And…that’s no me.
So I’m leaving. And I really wish I could stay, but I let this place break me. Something I saw coming a long time ago, honestly. I’ll miss you all, but I need to face my life again. Or at least attempt it.
[Infirmary Filter]
It's been a pleasure working with all of you. I know that we have seen our ups and down and that you will continue to see those ups and downs, even after I'm gone. The infirmary has been a source of pride for me and a way for me to go and escape. Just don't forget why we're all really here- to help people. That's it. That's all we have to do.
I'm sorry to leave you right before something happens- but that's just it...something always happens. There will never be a good time. But you're all capable doctors and healers of some kind. You can face whatever happens.
[Private to Four]
Can I ask for one last ride, Doctor?
[Private to O’Brien]
Last chance, comrade. I’m not going to play anymore.
Tags:
- all kinds of headaches,
- already lost,
- apologies are no fun,
- checking on other people,
- don't want to be a bother...,
- guilt tripping herself,
- infirmary bidness,
- not homesick,
- not thinking of anton,
- o'brien,
- probably a little emo,
- surrogate girlfriend number three,
- the fourth doctor,
- where there is no darkness
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Private
Date: 2011-10-06 02:02 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2011-10-06 02:05 am (UTC)Is your room unlocked? I can meet you there.
[Pause.]
I'm sorry I didn't warn you, Doctor. It's just...something I've been trying not to think about for too long.
Private
From:Private - spam okay?
From:spam it is!
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Date: 2011-10-06 02:08 am (UTC)Private.
Date: 2011-10-06 02:09 am (UTC)Private.
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From:Private. Spam?
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From:private
Date: 2011-10-06 02:10 am (UTC)You...
no. Don't.
Re: private
Date: 2011-10-06 02:13 am (UTC)But I am leaving.
I'm sorry, O'Brien.
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Date: 2011-10-06 02:11 am (UTC)Fuck.You're right, it has. Where will you go?
Private.
Date: 2011-10-06 02:14 am (UTC)Private.
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From:private
Date: 2011-10-06 02:16 am (UTC)I will miss talking to you over coffee at night.
I hope you're going somewhere... that's worth it.
Re: private
Date: 2011-10-06 02:25 am (UTC)I will miss that, too. But...yes. I am going somewhere normal for a while. And then I'm going to get more records like that one I told you about.
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Date: 2011-10-06 02:42 am (UTC)...Good. I'm glad. I mean, I'll miss you, please believe that I'll miss you more than almost anyone here, but... I'm glad that you're going now. I'm glad that you have somewhere else that you want to be, and I'm glad that you're free to go there.
It's been wonderful knowing you, and I hope you have a great life, Sister.
Filter
Date: 2011-10-06 02:43 am (UTC)[Private]
I'm glad that you were my friend. And I'm glad that I could help...if that's really what I did.
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Date: 2011-10-06 02:56 am (UTC)Re: private
Date: 2011-10-06 03:00 am (UTC)You mean in Moscow? No. I'm going to a safe place. The closest thing to a home that I have. Where they can't find me.
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Date: 2011-10-06 05:22 am (UTC)Friend Filter
Date: 2011-10-06 10:29 am (UTC)Re: Friend Filter
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From:[Private]
Date: 2011-10-06 05:59 am (UTC)Everything has been dreadful for you. But I genuinely do hope it improves.
[Private]
Date: 2011-10-06 10:30 am (UTC)[Private]
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Date: 2011-10-06 07:56 am (UTC)Are you fucking kidding me? You're just... leaving?
Private
Date: 2011-10-06 10:31 am (UTC)Private
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From:Private - he's going to be an asshole about this for a little while :c
From:Private - :(
From:Private - :ccc
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Date: 2011-10-06 10:25 am (UTC)Are you...going home?
[Don't go home, it sounds awful. :c]
Private
Date: 2011-10-06 10:32 am (UTC)That's not my home anymore.
[Private] If Cooper wouldn't be there, I'll delete it. xp
Date: 2011-10-06 01:47 pm (UTC)[Private] - he's definitely there!
Date: 2011-10-06 02:39 pm (UTC)[Private] \o/
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Date: 2011-10-06 02:06 pm (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2011-10-06 02:41 pm (UTC)Promise you won't forget me.
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From:Private
Date: 2011-10-06 04:35 pm (UTC)Take care of yourself, all right?
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Date: 2011-10-06 06:41 pm (UTC)Re: Private
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Date: 2011-10-07 04:09 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2011-10-07 10:15 am (UTC)Re: [Private]
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