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Aug. 22nd, 2011 07:33 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
greatlightother[You get treated to some Beatles again today, friends. Only in the background, though. It's that kind of day.] For once, I don't actually have anything to say about that. Well, that hasn't already been said. It was awful and terrifying enough the first time that something like this came along and I really didn't want to repeat it. I couldn't even bring myself to fake it.
Or fight against it.
So if anyone was looking for myself or Petronilla, we were both fine. And unaffected.
Also, I hate asking the Admiral of anything so trivial, so...if you happen to keep any extra lamps or candles around, can I make use of them?
Not you, Doctor. I have enough of your lamps. I don't want to take any more.
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It's terrible timing but...today is a relatively mild day for me. Which...actually might be good. I'm the worst about wanting distractions more often than not, but if you need something now, I can do it. A drink. A swim. Coffee. Tea. Something. I know that...whatever it was...has to be hard.
Or fight against it.
So if anyone was looking for myself or Petronilla, we were both fine. And unaffected.
Also, I hate asking the Admiral of anything so trivial, so...if you happen to keep any extra lamps or candles around, can I make use of them?
Not you, Doctor. I have enough of your lamps. I don't want to take any more.
[Friends Filter - This is a pretty open list at the moment...]
It's terrible timing but...today is a relatively mild day for me. Which...actually might be good. I'm the worst about wanting distractions more often than not, but if you need something now, I can do it. A drink. A swim. Coffee. Tea. Something. I know that...whatever it was...has to be hard.
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Date: 2011-08-23 10:25 pm (UTC)I need something. Too much.. shit has happened and I can't handle it right now, but I know my warden will just insist on the same unhelpful bullshit that Jones recommended. I was hoping maybe you could help me.
..Oh, sorry. I'm Bill. Costigan.
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Date: 2011-08-23 10:35 pm (UTC)I can't give you what you're addicted to. But I understand being in a place where you think you can't handle what's going on. Believe me. Besides the anti-depressants, what else did Martha and your warden tell you? Just so that I know what's been tried?
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Date: 2011-08-24 12:22 am (UTC)They suggested alternate methods of coping, which help in general but don't do shit for the attacks. They gave me an alternative to the Lorazepam I was on for a little while, but I told them I didn't want it with.. someone close to me leaving. It's not bad, whatever it was, but they required the anti-depressants with it that don't do shit except make it harder to focus and make me fatigued.
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Date: 2011-08-24 12:46 am (UTC)Medicines like that are unfamiliar to me. I don't really give them out, but I know that they can require years before a right dose is actually found.
So what is it that you're asking me for?
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Date: 2011-08-24 12:59 am (UTC)Meds. Pills. Something to help me.
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Date: 2011-08-24 01:30 am (UTC)You already know what I'm going to tell you, don't you? I can't give you anything like that in good conscience. But I do want to help you.
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Date: 2011-08-24 01:59 am (UTC)Yeah, I get it. Then how are you planning to help me?
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Date: 2011-08-24 02:21 am (UTC)Private-
Date: 2011-08-24 02:43 am (UTC)Look, if you can't me, that's alright. I accept that. I can't let Jones or Grayson onto it, alright? I know how suspicious that sounds. Normally I wouldn't have even tried, but, like I said, Howie and Donowitz both trusted you.
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Date: 2011-08-24 02:46 am (UTC)It's for the same reason. Neil and Donny trusted you. It had to be for a reason.
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Date: 2011-08-24 02:49 am (UTC)Private-
Date: 2011-08-24 02:55 am (UTC)I'll let you know what I find out, okay?
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Date: 2011-08-24 03:15 am (UTC)