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Jul. 8th, 2011 11:27 am
greatlightother: (you hurt my feelings)
[personal profile] greatlightother
[It sounds as if she's just finished crying. There's a clink as she drops a spoon onto a dish and she finally speaks up.]

I said...I hope it goes down. [There's a nervous giggle.] But I don't know where down is. [Pause as the ship rumbles a bit. She takes in a trembling breath.] Looks like I was right, though.

Who knew that I would have them back? Who knew it would work like this?

I looked out my door today and saw the Darkness. I didn't know that Light Sorceress could curse people like this. Because that's what it is, you realize. It's not a flood. It's not...anything the Admiral has done. Condemn him if you like. It's more futile than usual.

[She turns on the camera. Those mentioned in the post who could see the curse will be able to see the vortex around her, invading her room. Barge magic, yeah]

I almost destroyed Moscow last time this happened. Last time, it was unintentional. Last time, they could talk me down from it and I could be saved from their...alternative method. [A bitter laugh.] Death.

They said once you pick a side that you can't change to the other one. Light to Darkness...all of that. I don't see why. It's so much easier to hate like this, isn't it? When you've been pushed so far, when so many people have kicked you in the face, it's easy to fall.

That's what power is, isn't it, O'Brien? [She reaches forward to turn off the transmission before she starts crying again. Then pauses.]

Someone might want to check on Petronilla. [BECAUSE SHE'S NOT. That's all!]

Date: 2011-07-08 08:00 pm (UTC)
paradoxlol: (worried)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
Just because it's easier to fall, it doesn't mean you can't pick yourself up again. Or have your friends help.

There are people here who care about you. [Arthur may not be one of them, but hey :V]

Date: 2011-07-08 09:39 pm (UTC)
paradoxlol: (Default)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
That's a feature of life, not the Barge. What would you do for the exceptions if they were in your position right now?

Date: 2011-07-08 09:51 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
The same thing they're doing for me.

MAN ARTHUR IS SO NOT GOOD AT THIS

Date: 2011-07-08 09:55 pm (UTC)
paradoxlol: (Default)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
Let them help you. Don't listen to the people who want to keep you down.

He just wants to push her down some stairs :C

Date: 2011-07-09 12:10 am (UTC)
paradoxlol: (Point Man)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
Why? What makes them right? The fact that you did this, the fact that you care about some people more than others, what?

Date: 2011-07-09 12:15 am (UTC)
paradoxlol: (shadowy profile)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
That makes you human. We all screw up, hurt people without meaning to.

Date: 2011-07-09 01:01 am (UTC)
paradoxlol: (&other: tailed)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
Because you can do this?

Date: 2011-07-09 01:20 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
No. Because I'm not.

I...protect...humans. [And now she falls apart again.]

Date: 2011-07-09 01:26 am (UTC)
paradoxlol: (bright lights)
From: [personal profile] paradoxlol
You can still protect people.

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