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Jun. 14th, 2011 04:08 pm
greatlightother: (you hurt my feelings)
[personal profile] greatlightother
[Friends Filter- minus Angelica. Honestly, if you think you're here, you are. If you're not sure, ask.]

I need a distr- change. Just something small. Something that maybe no one but me will ever notice, even. I'm going to paint my room and, I suppose I could just ask the Admiral to do it for me, but no. I want to do this without his interference.

I'd like it if anyone would be willing to help, though!

[Infirmary Filter]

Does anyone have any experience with pseudocyesis? [She is just stubbornly hoping she's right.]

[Private to Petronilla]

I need your help tomorrow morning. It won't take long, I promise.

[Spam for Angelica]

[Sveta had been worried for Angelica. But, unfortunately, by the time she was able to get to what Iago had said, it had already been taken down and Sveta could do nothing more than hope the aftermath wasn't as ugly as she anticipated.

...it seemed that hope had been completely dashed. So, as soon as she had a spare moment, she rushed off to find her friend, knocking at the door rather apprehensively.] Angelica. It's Sveta...

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:17 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
But to deny a part of your identity, Svet...

Wait, how did you nearly destroy a city?

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:18 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
An accidental curse. It was a bit like what you did, I suppose. Only it was on myself. And it was so powerful that it wasn't just going to kill me. It was going to kill everyone in the city.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:21 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
How did that become nearly, then?

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:29 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
Anton talked me out of it before they could kill me. I didn't know I had even made the curse. So he had to stop me blaming myself.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:34 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
Made you stop believing in the curse.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:37 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
I suppose so. They said that I took the curse off when I stopped hating myself for what happened.

But you see, Ardent? I could have killed so many people. Without even thinking about it. Without even knowing it.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:48 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
You didn't even know about it?

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-15 11:49 pm (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
No. And then, when I did know, I wasn't really given much of a choice. I had to join the Watch.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:01 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
Why? Why did you have to?

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:11 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
Because I'm going to be powerful one day. And they need me.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:16 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
What will happen without you?

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
I don't know. Olga can take my place.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:33 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
They wouldn't need you if someone could take your place.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:36 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
I don't want to be needed like that.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:43 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
We don't get to choose what we're needed for.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 12:54 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
Because sometimes duty over takes choice.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 01:05 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
Used to overcome something which could cause a lot of damage.

All games require pawns. You sound like less of a pawn and more of a queen, and you can't escape it, so take the duty over the choice. It might get you choice in the end.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 01:08 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
I don't want to kill anyone.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 01:21 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
Your enemies.

I don't see the problem.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 01:25 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com
Because they're people. If I've learned anything here, it's that.

Re: private

Date: 2011-06-16 01:26 am (UTC)
From: [identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com
But they're not your people.

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