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greatlightother[Happy day! Sveta is actually smiling a bit as she shows off a pair of jeans with a rough looking patch on the side.]
I feel very accomplished today because I sewed this all by myself. I don’t think that I will wear them, though. They make me feel horribly fat and there are, as Arthur said, so many very pretty people here. Well, there are also a lot of unattractive people here, so I suppose falling somewhere in the middle is good enough.
Not that I really have anyone to impress anymore. I don’t want to talk about sex with any of you because it’s a very awkward subject for me, but I will say that there aren’t many here I would have sex with. Actually no one because I’m still very loyal to the men I have been with. Even though it doesn’t really matter much now.
I think I’d like to get a drink tonight, though, so if anyone wants to have a drink, you can join me. I had a drink with Perry the other night and it was nice. I remembered why I do it. It’s not just for when you’re sad. We can have a drink to celebrate something stupid- like the fact that I was able to fix my own jeans or anything else that you want.
But I shouldn’t actually get drunk. Then I get sick in the morning and the last time I was drunk with other people, it was bad for everyone. Maybe that’s why I started drinking alone. Or maybe that was because I really didn’t like to be with people. I don’t honestly know.
Huh.
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I really should apologize for what I said in my last entry. I shouldn't tell you what happened, so please don't ask me. But it won't happen again and a lot of what I said wasn't...well, I'm not sure why I said a lot of those things. So I'm sorry if I worried anyone.
I feel very accomplished today because I sewed this all by myself. I don’t think that I will wear them, though. They make me feel horribly fat and there are, as Arthur said, so many very pretty people here. Well, there are also a lot of unattractive people here, so I suppose falling somewhere in the middle is good enough.
Not that I really have anyone to impress anymore. I don’t want to talk about sex with any of you because it’s a very awkward subject for me, but I will say that there aren’t many here I would have sex with. Actually no one because I’m still very loyal to the men I have been with. Even though it doesn’t really matter much now.
I think I’d like to get a drink tonight, though, so if anyone wants to have a drink, you can join me. I had a drink with Perry the other night and it was nice. I remembered why I do it. It’s not just for when you’re sad. We can have a drink to celebrate something stupid- like the fact that I was able to fix my own jeans or anything else that you want.
But I shouldn’t actually get drunk. Then I get sick in the morning and the last time I was drunk with other people, it was bad for everyone. Maybe that’s why I started drinking alone. Or maybe that was because I really didn’t like to be with people. I don’t honestly know.
Huh.
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I really should apologize for what I said in my last entry. I shouldn't tell you what happened, so please don't ask me. But it won't happen again and a lot of what I said wasn't...well, I'm not sure why I said a lot of those things. So I'm sorry if I worried anyone.
