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-102- [Text // Spam]
Jul. 11th, 2011 11:52 am[Public]
The curse was never meant to happen, but once it was there, it causes a lot of negativity, which perpetuated it. It's not an excuse, I know. But I feel like you deserve a better explanation than I was able to give before. I don't hate you. And I certainly don't blame people, despite what I might have said. This place is frustrating but it has been that way for a long, long time. And all of that just built up into the curse I let loose when I lost my temper. It wasn't me changing sides, though it felt like that at the time. It's impossible for me to do that.
But it's something they teach us to repress. We have to stop from cursing people in any form, even with words. But it's very difficult, as you can imagine and I failed in doing that. So I apologize.
No amount of words can make up for what happened. To those who were injured or worse, I'm especially sorry.
[Warden Filter]
I'll submit to any consequences that you feel are necessary, aside from a forced reduction of powers. I'll take care of that myself without being told to do it.
[Open Spam]
[Sveta had her own room at this point, but she didn't want it. She wanted to leave and recover in a safe place. The infirmary wasn't safe for her. There were too many people who knew she was there and it didn't give her a good hiding place. Because that's exactly what she wanted to do: hide. Forever. But, at the moment, she knew she was too weak to really get up and move, and her head was killing her, so she willed it all away. Or at least attempted to.]
[OOC: Okay, I just wanted to put this up for now since I'm probably going to be leaving her alone for a while to focus on my other guys. The spam is open and multiples are a-ok with me! She will be in the infirmary for a couple of days before she leaves, so if you want to forward date something, feel free to.]
The curse was never meant to happen, but once it was there, it causes a lot of negativity, which perpetuated it. It's not an excuse, I know. But I feel like you deserve a better explanation than I was able to give before. I don't hate you. And I certainly don't blame people, despite what I might have said. This place is frustrating but it has been that way for a long, long time. And all of that just built up into the curse I let loose when I lost my temper. It wasn't me changing sides, though it felt like that at the time. It's impossible for me to do that.
But it's something they teach us to repress. We have to stop from cursing people in any form, even with words. But it's very difficult, as you can imagine and I failed in doing that. So I apologize.
No amount of words can make up for what happened. To those who were injured or worse, I'm especially sorry.
[Warden Filter]
I'll submit to any consequences that you feel are necessary, aside from a forced reduction of powers. I'll take care of that myself without being told to do it.
[Open Spam]
[Sveta had her own room at this point, but she didn't want it. She wanted to leave and recover in a safe place. The infirmary wasn't safe for her. There were too many people who knew she was there and it didn't give her a good hiding place. Because that's exactly what she wanted to do: hide. Forever. But, at the moment, she knew she was too weak to really get up and move, and her head was killing her, so she willed it all away. Or at least attempted to.]
[OOC: Okay, I just wanted to put this up for now since I'm probably going to be leaving her alone for a while to focus on my other guys. The spam is open and multiples are a-ok with me! She will be in the infirmary for a couple of days before she leaves, so if you want to forward date something, feel free to.]
