greatlightother: (thinking of all the things)
Svetlana Nazarova ([personal profile] greatlightother) wrote2011-07-01 07:49 pm

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[Sveta's back, friends! She's on the deck, dressed as if going to a ceremony. A long white dress whispers around her ankles and her hair falls loose around her face. She looks as if she had been crying once, but has since brushed it off, revealing only a few faint splotches of red around her eyes. She sets the camera down and takes a deep breath.]

Destiny. We're all supposed to have one, yes? We're all supposed to follow it. But I never knew you could change it.

[She holds up her hands to show them. They're covered in a faint white dust which she brushes off quickly, creating a small cloud.]

Chalkdust. [She gives the camera a very serious look.] It might as well be bloodstains. [She reaches into a small purse and pulls out a cigarette, lighting it quickly. Yeah. Sveta smokes. Enjoy that.]

Fuck them. I'm not going back.

[Private to Ardent]

I can erase Destiny. They asked me to erase the Destiny of a young boy.

[Private to Howie]

I'm back. [A soft laugh.] Obviously. He didn't stop me.

[Filtered to Friends]

Give me tonight. Then tomorrow, get me drunk. Or something.

[[OOC: So. Apologies for the Sveta spam again. BUT...Sveta's had a canon update, yay! The details of that will come later! For now, she's just a little freaked out. Also, feel free to spam if you want. She'll be up on deck for a while.]

Re: private

[identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:14 am (UTC)(link)
Then you can have the box to keep it in.

Re: spam

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:16 am (UTC)(link)
I know. [She smiled at him sadly.] Going back and being with them...it was like I had never left.

So I just picked the habit back up.

Re: private

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:17 am (UTC)(link)
What about the Cube?

Re: spam

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:18 am (UTC)(link)
...Did you remember at all?

I mean, here, not... not smoking. [He smiled at her a little.] Although, are you going to keep doing that?

Re: spam

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
I remembered everything. [She wasn't sure if that was good or not.]

But no one else knew. And...I don't know. I might. Is that a problem?

[identity profile] sharpememory.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 04:52 am (UTC)(link)
Then why the bloodstains?

[identity profile] failedcreator.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 05:08 am (UTC)(link)
I do apologise for my concern. The talk of chalk and blood has perturbed me.

Re: spam

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 10:11 am (UTC)(link)
[That was... strange, but he was glad she hadn't just forgotten him.] Did you decide not to tell them, then?

[After a moment he shook his head,] Not a problem at all. I just wondered, and it surprised me, nothing more than that.

Re: private

[identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 10:13 am (UTC)(link)
I can keep it on me. I'm the only person I can trust with it.

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 11:43 am (UTC)(link)
Because...[sigh.]

Barron, just...go away.

Private

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 11:44 am (UTC)(link)
It's alright, Victor. I'm just a little upset about what happened at home. I really do thank you for being concerned.

Re: spam

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:00 pm (UTC)(link)
I can't tell them. They would react like Maxim did. I don't care if he's upset with me but... [she paused, looking down] the disappointment from them would be worse. Olga. Tiger Cub. Anton. [She pulled her hair back and tied it up.] I don't want that.

Re: private

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:01 pm (UTC)(link)
No. It's alright. Keep your box, Ardent. And I'll keep this with me.

Re: spam

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Because they're relying on you to do something you don't want to do? [He frowned.]

Is leaving them really better than the disappointment? [It was an honest question, not trying to push her one way or another.]

Re: private

[identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:05 pm (UTC)(link)
The chalk is more dangerous than the cube. It should never be used.

Re: spam

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:07 pm (UTC)(link)
Yes. The Boss knows where I am. He knows everything. And Olga...Olga is better for this. I know that he'll find a way. With me gone, they have to find a way for her to take my place.

[She sighed.]

It's the only solution they have.

Re: private

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:09 pm (UTC)(link)
I'm the only one who can, Ardent. But it doesn't work here. I know that it doesn't.

It's not dangerous. It's just chalk.

[identity profile] sharpememory.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Fine. But just so you know, the moment you bring stuff like that up, the rest of us know what's going on.

Re: spam

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:12 pm (UTC)(link)
[Howie frowned. He didn't quite like that thought, as leaving someone else to end up doing the exact same as you didn't seem like... an entirely moral choice, but he had to remind himself that he couldn't sit here and judge, not tonight. He was determined to help and not say anything to make it worse.]

Will Olga be prepared to do it? [He couldn't quite help at least ask. That would make it better in his mind, anyway.]

Re: private

[identity profile] deepdowndark.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:16 pm (UTC)(link)
It's the principle of it.

I'm the only one who can destroy the Cube. I'd like to protect it from even myself.

Private

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:17 pm (UTC)(link)
'What's going on?' What do you think is going on, Barron?

You don't know anything about me. You think that what you can do is a fun trick? I can make you forget everything you've ever done and replace it with the memories of a chicken just by looking at you.

So think hard before you talk to me like that.

Re: spam

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:19 pm (UTC)(link)
She was prepared to do it. She's been doing it for hundreds of years. She...this is what she was supposed to do before but...she made a mistake. [Sveta sighed.] It means that she can be herself again. She can have her powers back.

[After she finished her tea, Sveta buried her face in her heads again.]

Private

[identity profile] sharpememory.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:20 pm (UTC)(link)
[Pause. And then.] Oh, please. Don't get all bitter at me. You got caught out in a lie. Look lady, I don't care who you've killed. But there's no way that you can change that much memory without ending up in an asylum. I may not be from the same place as the rest of you, but I still know how working works.

Re: private

[identity profile] greatlightother.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
No.

I'll try and spell the box myself.

Re: spam

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-07-03 12:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[He felt distinctly better for hearing that, as it wasn't at least, inflicting the same thing on someone else.]

I'm sorry you had to go through all of that at home, Sveta.

[pause]

Do you regret going back?

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